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About Me Member Experimental Photographer steph21/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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dead life

Tue Jun 30, 2009, 10:00 PM
  • Mood: Exhilarated
  • Listening to: cafe tacuba
  • Reading: the dali lama
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: thoughts of mexico
  • Eating: i had soy hot dogs
  • Drinking: jamaica juice
i want to do something that no one believes that i can do. i want to make something beautiful so that only i know the real meaning. i want to be inspired by everything around me. i want to slow life down so that i dont miss a thing. i want to move to a country where white is a minority.

i feel like my life is not challenging enough and that to many things are just given to me. i didnt grow up with everything but i grew up with enough. i want to know what its like to be able to joke about how hard things are like life is great with nothing. i want to feel pain for someone so that i can create a masterpiece even though it would be an exploitation of someones suffering. i want to fully know spanish one day so that i can say i learned something. i need something more that my working class whiteness. its so oppressing.

i dont think that many would understand the need for struggle, the need for something other than normal to happen. but i need it. in high school i had what i needed to feel alive, and im losing that. i need it back so i can find my muse again.

i need my muse.

i need my life.

i need my difference.

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  • Current Residence: chicago
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: whatever fits
  • Interests: art, photography, nature, beauty,love, my hubby
  • Favourite movie: The Crow, Fight Club, Donnie Darko, Amelie
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, punk
  • Favourite artist: :shrug:
  • Favourite poet or writer: anne rice, stephen king, anne mccaffrey
  • Favourite photographer: me :wink:
  • Favourite style of art: photography
  • Operating System: win xp
  • MP3 player of choice: bah on technology
  • Shell of choice: my own bubble
  • Skin of choice: human
  • Favourite game: america is just another hypocritical country based on racism
  • Favourite cartoon character: gir
  • Personal Quote: if we never went through pain happyness would mean nothing
  • Tools of the Trade: nikon d50, 35 mm canon rebel, vivitar 35mm, small fish eye (lomography) film camera

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:rose: :heart: :rose: Thank you very much for the :+devwatch:! :rose: :heart: :rose:

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Thats ok, ure tatoos are amazing!

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hey :) thanks a lot for all faves
your photography is so beautiful. its hard not to fav! :blowkiss:

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Thanks for watchin! :D

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lol - yep, still alive and still in Austin. We should get together when you come down. :)

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just got your note :) glad to see you are still creating, and great to hear from you.

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Good to see you back! :)

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Everytime I find a film or paper that I like, they discontinue it. -Paul Strand
Good to see you back! :)

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Everytime I find a film or paper that I like, they discontinue it. -Paul Strand
hi! thanks for the :+fav: on [link]
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